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Everything is done halfway.
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.: Tuesday, November 4, 2003 |
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*glint in eye*
I mean, this is no joke man. The last time I did that in AJ, it landed me a place in the Pre-U Seminar auditions. I wasn't even trying out for it. The thing is that, when you refer to the assessors directly and thus going right off your script, they think "you ooze confidence", to quote the Goku-teacher ;)
That said, I can hardly believe that my last-minute preparation for the speech (-- coupled with impromptu stutters during --) actually warranted no AE /and/ one EE. @__@ It's just amazing. By the way, I have only _just_ woken up from a mid-day slumber. There goes my resolution of hoping to get some (PW) work done. |
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.: Monday, November 3, 2003 |
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^___^ watched another 2 episodes of Saiyuki Reload.
Aside, my new-manga count for this week: 5. And oh, let's not forget ZS either...
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.: Sunday, November 2, 2003 |
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Coding from scratch is like driving with manual gears. No punchline -- just a thought I had while riding in mum's car. Both give the occasional splutters when failed to be manipulated correctly. Sometimes, they just stop dead in their tracks and simply refuse to work.
But you know you are in control of it all; you are not relying on automated devices. You play with bare essentials, yet you understand -- with confidence -- the subtle tweaks and alterations needed in favour of your preference.
Freedom with no restraints.
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Yahaha.
Doing Project Work slides, of course. I've finally finished that, and I've finished this as well. It's this month's installment of Saiyuki Reload in Zero Sum. I mean, the level of productivity I achieve when I'm duly motivated is simply stunning. |
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.: Saturday, November 1, 2003 |
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Gasp. Really? Will it be cable or local? And then I was awoken by my handphone today. I don't always (in fact this is the first time due to pure fugue) leave my phone on overnight, so I groggily analysed the strange situation before realising I had received an SMS. So I read it. "Can we say e art of leadership if i want to say Áìµ¼ÒÕÊõ?" @__@
When I finally wake up at 2.39pm, it turns out that the SMS was as real as reality (er...) and the number was one of my classmate's.
Omen for Strange Day Ahead.
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.: Thursday, October 30, 2003 |
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Learnt something... interesting in Chemistry today. At long last I can link it to something manga.
Bishounen #1: If you don't treat me well, I'll make sure we do a homolytic fission!
Ah, my Chemistry life is looking up again ^^ On the other hand, I've been playing intellectual games lately. In lectures, tutorials, breaks -- everywhere. 3D Tic Tac Toe, Codebreaker/Mastermind... all conveniently on a piece of paper... which means I haven't been listening to lessons again. Argh.
*resists temptation to write more in bulleted form*
ZS and RESERVoir CHRoNiCLE #1 come to meeeeeeeeee
After a Parachute Challenge and a Catapult Challenge in the past few years, today sees s.C. experiencing the origami-c joy of The Paper Airplane Challenge. Wheeeee~~~ I knew I love Physics.
Daaaah.
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.: Wednesday, October 29, 2003 |
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This will be quick since I have tutorials to do. The Return of the Undead Tutorials... Yep.
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.: Tuesday, October 28, 2003 |
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I thought post-exams is a period where carefreeness reigns, and busyness is an evil of the past.
The literal interpretation of sending out SMS by the volumes can be discounted (let's see, 4 other members in my group, 4 messages to make up the 1 information I want to convey, and there is *no* "send to groups" function on my handphone. ...that brings up a fine finger-wrecking sum of 16 messages to send out separately, plus additional presses and switches to ensure my lousy phone works normally). I wonder if "telephone calls" exists for people like me anymore -- when was the last time I called from home to a person other than my mum? I think something called the Big Bang occurred then. Or the sauruses roamed the Earth. Or something.
And uh, my new layout is not coming along very efficiently for the start of November. *convinces self to do PW first*
Another thing.
Incidentally, the marker loved my essay ("...providing apt ego & insightful analysis..."), even describing it as "power-packed". Why, I wouldn't have thought so, even now. And... I have an ego? XP XP XP.
And we live for oneself, and die for oneself. Ahem.
"A good conclusion would've also helped to gain you more marks." Ah, heck that. Well anyways, I got a B4 for GP. I did mention it was all relative, didn't I... The thing is,...
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.: Tuesday, October 21, 2003 |
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Kouritsuita tsuki ni terasarete
But nevermind.
I was, well, doing what Sanzo does in the midst of Heaven's tears. He scoffs and shoots towards the sky, cursing "those damn lazing asses up there put me down here to be a bloody errand boy."
We a****. (yep, 'tis one bad word that rips happiness away from thousands, even self-proclaimed optimists. And it sounds better when verbed.)
I was deliberating about how getting streamed into my very class in secondary school had been a blessing in disguise, for it indirectly helped me get the 8A1s I had. Truth be told, I know that if I had been streamed into Com 1, I doubt I would even get half that number of As alone.
Haha. Now this is the situation:
The case suddenly becomes that although C and X are equally intelligent, C would have learnt a full 40% more than X did on the same subject, because C is in a "lesser" group, in which his intelligence level functions almost similarly for him in group ABC as would Z(100) in group XYZ.
But in real life "proportionality" is not the case. In Sec 1 and 2, I had a classmate who was really hardworking (really, really hardworking) and clever; she was the top 3 of our class in both years, while I dare say I drift somewhere in the above-middle. Now two years on, I had good grades, but I didn't even see a sign of her in the category of at least 8A1s. She was streets ahead of me in terms of diligence and all those neccessary crap, but where did she go to after being streamed to Com 1? I always believe that the school does not make your grades, which is why I was hell bent not to go to the top schools even in the secondary school stage. I can do similarly well in a neighbourhood (but good) school compared to if I were in a "top" school (I don't believe in the ranking system either). I enrolled into my secondary school anyway - one of the top schools - because I had not much power over my parents then.
Four years later, I thought I was free when I enrolled into my childhood dream-junior college near my house. Three months later, I transferred to a top JC.
Unfortunately, the bitter present presents the fact that I am in the Com 1 equivilent of all schools, and even the Com 1 of its faculties. Damn if I know what to say. I hate myself. I think I have just burnt my own insignificant bridge of future; I would have to take the long winding road through the mountains and valleys now. Not say it's not good for character-building, but I would prefer such obstacles to appear, say, during university. That is, if I could even qualify for uni in the future.
I know I have written something similar in the past, but this is plaguing me again - the what ifs.
s.C.'s not-so-random word of the day: Extentialism!
Shining on the frozen moon,
My mum received a 200 Lira coin for her shopping change instead of $1.
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.: Friday, October 24, 2003 |
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("Ack Homura-san! What have you been re-incarnated as?") |
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.: Thursday, October 23, 2003 |
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This was my new layout a day before Pitas' drive broke.
The reason why I didn't archive this page is because I did archive it that day. So to prevent possible double archiving, I'll just leave everything here first. |
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Yo, I'll be updating in my EasyJournal in this period of time before Pitas spews back the backups again. It ate my new layout as well hahaha ;)
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.: Monday, October 6, 2003 |
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For every man in television drama/series/anime who looks absolutely dashing, has unique personalities (READ: Psychopathic), and talks the wisdom out of you (inc. Nii), there is a certainty that they can survive no more than 3 seconds out here in the real world without being slammed into the deepest and darkest level of Hell. But I lov'em anyway.
[EDIT:]
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Why is Sanzo so alarmed??! XDXDXDDDDDD
Could it be youkais?
AHAHAHA! First fanart in about a decade *counts*, and Saiyuki; Sanzo has the honour to be the topic ^^. This is the original before I put it through PSP to darken the lines a bit... because digital cams aren't very good scanners, you see.
Frankly, I didn't do his hair justice (I forgot to draw something). Nor his eyes, really. Nor his face and robes and sleeves, for that matter ^^;;
Oh yeah, the reason why I don't do fanarts/non-original characters drawings is because I - as said above - would feel obliged to do the character justice. Which restricts my style. *shrug* But I did the picture anyway because Physics TYS was making me sleep yesterday. I needed some activity X3 (Or maybe San-chan could feel the force of the upcoming exam period looming ominously. /I/ could be the one with that expression right now...)
You think you know me. *turns halfway around to glance at audience*
cumbs: Can you just get on with it??!
o_O.
Dragon Ball Z Comics!!! *faints*
*falls* Other than DBZ, I did original comics, and without fail, I could twist every normal storyline into one with violence and torture. Every single one. (cumbs: With the exception of her Doraemon comics.)
... ...
...well, yes, my Doraemon ones are extremely family-friendly.
*looks into herself*
("Hey Sanzo, why are you looking so alarmed?") Bleh. To deviate away from this nightmarish confession, let me confess something else. I juggled my football 30 times! Woo! *blows trumpet* It wasn't pretty, it wasn't professional, but I did it within a dimension of about 2x1 metres! (Approximately the valid space left in my room...)
My eldest football is in a pretty bad state currently *concerned*. Its layers has been scraped down to such a level that fur is discernible. o_O I didn't even know footballs are made of fur.
----------- Then, Saturday bestowed my mum's car with a caved-in door on the passenger's side. Really, *caved*. *whistles*
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.: Sunday, October 5, 2003 |
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Whee! Put up the Zero Sum pictures finally. A hahaha! article. Courtesy of Stormy ^^. ("Hey, then what do /I/ have if Ice Age comes around?")
XDXDXD
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Rumble, mumble, ramble and babble. Just some thoughts. Idiotic ones, no less. You know how they say their hands always smell of blood after handling a sword? Especially after using it for its unique function. ("Whaddya mean they don't say that??! Whatever. Sue me.")
Well, it may well occur that the smell isn't really blood at all; it's the rusty tinge of steel and iron and metal.
But of course, one would rather hear the heroic claim, "My hands smell of the crimson spillage of enemies."
Goku: *sniffs* My hand...*gears of association creaking into place* heey~~~~ I wanna eat my iron-fortified white bread~~~!
Hakkai: *faraway look* I am so sorry, Kanan. I have... iron on my hands...
Etto Sanzo: Ch'. Nobody likes a literalist.
It goes really well with my model ship, which was put together yesterday in the timespan of Liverpool v.s. Arsenal.
Anyways.
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.: Saturday, October 4, 2003 |
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Ack I cannot stay awake... I'm nodding off every 3 seconds while handling the ZS pictures. Tomorrow, I guess. The "soon-ish soon" entry will be tomorrow.
But anyway I /did/ update my translation - less of a mess and early morning muddleheadedness. =>Better translation ^^
Zzzzzzz |
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.: Friday, October 3, 2003 |
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Mm. Suddenly have an urge for those danish butter cookies. *_*
Well this is not much, but it does give you a few seconds' glimpse of the kind of animation Saiyuki Reload offers. (Listen to what Goku has to say. Um, not really, he didn't say much... ^^;; Hakkai on the other hand, sounds like he's on crack in the first few seconds. ^___^) Oh, I love the new logo
Linking to an LJ and some overwhelming amount of screencaps. (Whoops, heehee, hope nobody minds)
Another entry to come soon-ish soon...
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.: Wednesday, October 1, 2003 |
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I'm seriously worried about my setting of priorities... I've gone and translated - albeit with some/much guessing here and there - the second installment of Saiyuki: Son Goku's Chapter. This is not for anyone or for any purpose, but only for the fact that I am seriously bored about the concept of school and studying, and had subsequently gone on a 45 minute joyride of translating this chapter, and another ?? minutes of typing it out. S.N.A.F.U. of my friggin' priorities... Being bored with school is a rather fucked up attitude to have right now, considering I haven't performed to my best of abilities this last 6 months. And I'm still ignoring my work (and the fact that me getting retained is very, very real). But I still hold the belief that I will pull through the exam. Now is that ambivalence or what?
They say you'll never forget this period of your life.
I shall self-counsel myself...
cumbs: You guys Will Regret It.
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.: Tuesday, September 30, 2003 |
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Nothing can tear me away from Saiyuki. Or so I thought.
I was _so_ fascinated by by the latest tankoubon that I actually pushed aside Zero Sum and its gorgeous /2/ chapters of Saiyuki to finish Detective Conan #42 - slowly. Rather anomalous of me (to read manga slowly), yes, but the storyline is so freaking intriguing that I had to flip slowly and savour every scene. It was literally masks after mask, exposures after exposure - all tangled in one highly intricate web of deceit.
I hereby declare I worship Aoyama Goshou. *bows* I'm also grateful that those Shonen Sunday episodes I managed to catch didn't spoil me for this run of action and entertainment. Nice.
After another poignant chapter on Sanzo's angst and others' sacrifice, we now know how Goku was reduced to tears of joy, knowing that he could finally feel hungry after 500 years of incarceration...
"KONO TAREME~~~!!!" >o< [insert Goku's *waaaaa* expression]
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.: Monday, September 29, 2003 |
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Electrical Appliances: ...
Not that I've experienced much of the fun since I was in school doing PW again.
I said that because I should have smashed the computer on the floor/strangled the MS Word(producer)/simply exploded.
I had painstakingly inserted graphs, moved them to desired spots, which is DAMN irritating since the clips do not ever go where you want it to be at, re-bashed(/reword) sentences, summarised, then summarised, then summarised again but the word count is still on ecstasy - a high of 27-centuries worth of words.
So I wished /I/ was on ecstasy when I clicked "save"...
But you know I'm not the one to lose my temper.
But as human nature has it, I simply slapped the graphs back on and refused to summarise and edit again.
And the millions of photons lit up the territory with their glaring presence. "Oh we will humbly bow before your mightly request, 'o Dictator Curious-to-know-who-the-allerged-EPL-rapists-are," they chorused. "Then go, and blind the hell out of the asshole(s) who made PW an exam subject,"
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.: Sunday, September 28, 2003 |
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Yep, for those of you who had absolutely no idea what I sent you - whether due to plain ??? or incompatibility of your handphone, here goes...
°®ÃØËÀÓÍ¡£¶¼ÓÍÃØËÀÃ×£¿
Translation:
I miss you, do you miss me?
For the record, the majority of my classmates speak English this way, especially a certain ZXY... horrors.
It's just like Jap: naisu gives you "nice".
But really, you have to listen to the PRCs in order to imagine how they say it - "My ENG-GA-LI-shi so-w GOOD-a!". *guffaw* Brill, just brilliant. XD [EDIT:] Hmm. It looks funnier in the SMS. Oh I get it, the hp screen is smaller, so you scroll in perverse anticipation what the next word would be XDXD A Little...
poignant picked saga seeds today
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.: Saturday, September 27, 2003 |
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... ... I forgot what I had wanted to blog about. AARGH *tears hair and saves $$$ on impending haircut*
Anyways, *glances at below entry regarding jlembud wrdos [jumbled words]* I think that the degree of letter-tossing is too little.
Tauhlhspiote rdeners inidoe cureslools. Crnacoteotnin of hodgeryn inidoe puglnes itno the asybs of oovilbin. [1]
*grinz* it sure is harder to comprehend if the context is not there, isn't it?
What is my point?
And I still can't remember what I wanted to write about...
[1] - for the translation, see the previous++ entry on... um, starting with "thiosulphate".
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Good grief. That's also the song I used in the fic. ^_^ |
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.: Friday, September 26, 2003 |
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fcuknig amzanig huh? Right you are. |
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Thiosulphate renders iodine colourless. Concentration of hydrogen iodide plunges into the abyss of oblivion. The mind tangles, grasping - clawing - at the hopeless intangibility of the point trying to be made, weaving round the edges of understanding, through the incessant torture that is his droning.
One wonders:
He has achieved pre-eminence - he is the epitome of drabness; he is the embodiment of boring; he is lead personified. --an unprecedented example, susceptible to wondrous varieties of scorn. ----- The florescent lights flicker and glare. Occasional scrapes of shifting chairs break the monotony of the slittering rain outside.
Heads are up
The lerthagy of yesterday is simply replaced by languor of today. Which will soon be swiftly shoved away by the catalepsy of tomorrow. PW looms ever so ahead. Not far enough, though.
Freedom is only 4 hours away.
*shrug*
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.: Thursday, September 25, 2003 |
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Okay, I didn't get to use the computer last night like I thought I could, so now I've kind of forgotten how the subsequent write-up to that stupid sypnosis I gave should be like ^_^.
Anyway, these few days I have been rushing to the toilet due to stomachaches.
Perhaps it was the aqueous chlorine consumed during swimming lesson. -_- And then, it was rather horrid to tug at the toilet paper dispenser only to trigger a full cloud of extremely visible dust and particles into your face. I'm refering to the school toilet here...
I agree with ^clover^: PW is a killer. I mean, who doesn't agree (can do my PW for me thank you)? Have just gotten back another draft report only today, yet the next (sort-of-finalised) submission is due on Tuesday. Our group has a lot to do. This is so not the way to kill us.
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.: Wednesday, September 24, 2003 |
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Unlike Chemistry, I am absolutely interested in Physics.
For today's extra lessons in Physics, despite being pounded up into mash by Mr. Ho's questioning, I still enjoyed the session. Really. And even though I know I'll falter in front of the question paper when the time (the TIME *claps of thunder*) comes, I'm still currently in a deceptive state of confidence and anticipation for the Physics paper.
And Mr. Ho feels sorry for the lifestyle of this generation's students. He meant us.
WARNING: Sypnosis may be highly misleading. Do not get your hopes up/ run away. |
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.: Tuesday, September 23, 2003 |
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My interest in Chemistry is finally just hanging on a thread. It's bound to happen, given that the methods of teaching in lectures and tutorials are ones I do not particularly enjoy. The only remaining savior that's keeping the fraying thread intact is simply my personal genuine curiosity for learning; I went to the library a few days ago to try and check out more Chemistry (and Astronomy) stuff, hoping to hell that this is the glimmer of sunshine I need amidst the hazy learning process that is Chemistry. I mean, I even pulled a leg muscle sitting in lecture today. Such is the repulsion... -_-|||
(And then I was thrusted back to the memory of receiving "High Distinction" in the Australian National Chemistry Quiz, which was a tough test of knowledge compared to the New South Wales Competitions.
But the point is, these things git yous nothin'. Man, enlighten me on the relevence of _school syllabus_ against general knowledge will'ya?) And... I don't usually do this kind of personality tests, but here goes one...
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GENERAL LIFE:
LOVE LIFE:
WORK LIFE:
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.: Monday, September 22, 2003 |
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It's getting really weird listening to people inserting "zz" into their mode of speech. As in, "hmmz", "kaoz", "byez!" etc. And they /really/ do enunciate the "zz" sound with zest.
And there I was, some weeks back, disagreeing in an essay paragraph that "computers and mobile phones made our face-to-face communication worse".
Urk! Decisions...
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Swimming backstroke + Sleeping in wry position in bus
Need I say more? Nope. *Owww*
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.: Sunday, September 21, 2003 |
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Oh yesh. How can I nearly forget?
*watches Stormy pushing presents into Hakkai's lap*
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Yatta! Fixed the st00pid javascript error by tweaking the code in a way I'd never have known last time =P *a big sense of achievement* ^o^
Rockyyyyyy~~~ ^^ |
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.: Saturday, September 20, 2003 |
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![]() You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a little bit cocky and usually associated with evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You probably just don't give a damn,but it's everyone else's fault if you don't because you're too awesome to have any real faults. What Kind of Smile are You? brought to you by Quizilla
Mm. Liked the drawing, so just pasted the results here. ^^v
*glances at a dark splotch of bruise at a weird place on arm* o_O I have a Skin/Muscles-Being-Slowly-Eaten Disease~! ...if I don't blog for the next few days, you know what happened. -_-
This lovely piece was done ... for the Saiyuki art contest! I'm sure she'll win it!
Whadaya mean "contest"??? You entered that piece of art for a contest??? Is it the MAGE one??? Or what???
Haha~ good luck for whatever that [whatever contest] then! =P Jeez. My dad actually has a Javascript handbook stashed in his trove of computer books.
I doubt he's ever flipped it; it looks damn new.
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