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Monday, July 12, 2004 :.

2 and one third questions to ponder over

The Chem lecturer talks about food preservation.
"...and there's a giant freezer, no smaller than this LT, in which all the meat are put..."

And I sit under the giant freezing aircon of said LT -- the latter in which all the students are crammed -- thinking: What's the difference?

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Lifestyle causes myopia, not genes

Thing is, I play as much sports as I play computer; I even play computer sports games!
Then how do you compute?


Had been offline(!) working on a new layout for the past few days. Funny how "Working on" does not eventuate in the process of "materialising".




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Thursday, July 8, 2004 :.


I love doing this ^___^

It only takes a Saiyuki Reload to make me realise that my Jap keeps improving in such short periods of time.
Inversely, my English seemed to have suffered. *shifts eyes*

Even a Worm <3>




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Tuesday, July 6, 2004 :.


'Kay, I give up on HostDepartment's ftp, let alone the manual upload system. It was good while it lasted though.

From now on, everything shall be uploaded onto the Spymac page. I dunno if the server's slow (I don't think so), but one plus point is that the address is definitely shorter ^o^/ and even if its ftp doesn't work, the webdav thing does. (All stuffs that already exist in the 2 HostDepartment site(s) will still remain.)

Look! Weiss' version of Euro 2004! *hearts*
...I shall pretend to ignore those Japanese jerseys Aya and Ken are wearing.

August issue of Saiyuki Reload images up~
Looks like I gotta rephrase the latter part of the previous translation one more time...




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Monday, July 5, 2004 :.


Can play soccer = happy s.C.

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(Oh oh! I slept the whole of yesterday's evening away...)
This is what should have been posted yesterday, had I not fallen asleep at the computer entirely, successfully missing both the Wimbledon Men's Singles and the Euro 2004 finals. -_- (Though somehow, I -did- dream that... Greece won.)
Am now typing this entry because I dare to bend my legs and take the weight of my body on my thighs to sit down and fearing to cough or laugh because my abdomen area feels like bursting if I do.

Welcome to... 2 consecutive days of street soccer.

Our team, of course, met our fair share of difficulties.
1st difficulty: with a team name like like Forca, one wouldn't quite know how to pronounce that. It is supposedly the name of that Euro 2004 theme song (and all the time I thought it was "Futsal"?), enunciated with a soft 'c', as in "forsa". But treat it with a little tricky accent and a hard 'c', we imagined the following scenario could have happened sometime during the tournament:

Ref: (preparing to kick off) What's your team name?
Us: Forca.
Ref: (flashes whole team red card)

...it's okay not to get the joke, 'cause I wasn't sure initially. Which led my teammate to call me "innocent", and I can assure you I'm so totally not; I just wanted to make sure. *rattles on with excuses*

2nd difficulty: See, we haven't trained like in eons. And then we see formidable teams with -coaches-. And we started to guess by how large a margin we'll be beaten... 7-0? 8-0? Heh. Heheh.


'Kay. Now for my own problems:
I've always preferred to be a defender. More precisely, an attacking defender. Something appeals to me that you are able to see the play open out before you, where you try to read the moves and passes of the other teams and win back the possession. And then you launch on a counter attack with a weaving run or a splitting pass that has been finely calculated from your absolute view from the back.

A little digressive case in point:
There was once in training I won back possession in defence, and seizing the gap that opened up before me, I ran some distance with the ball before coming up to opponents. There was a girl within a 1-2 passing range, but I knew she wouldn't know how to play one, so I simply aimed towards her feet at a good angle and "passed".
It bounced off her feet perfectly and I gathered the ball at the other end, grinning out an automatic "nice pass!" to her before charging off towards goal and scoring.

...come to think of it, it /was/ really funny (for me). I think I was treating her as one of the furniture in my house that I "pass" to. *grinz* Sounds mean eh. Hehehe.
But the point is, I like to attack oppositions from deep, and I dislike the idea of being a striker who cannot view your team shape from the back... it's an uncomfortable feeling.

But, anyway for the tournament, I /was/ to become the striker after all... ^^;;


I've always counted myself lucky at knowing how to "fall correctly" during softball/football/sports and avoid injuries. But yesterday yesterday, right at the end of the first match, I experienced the literal meaning of "having the wind knocked out of you".
I was through on goal with the ball a little too far ahead of me, and then... I wasn't sure what happened. But what I knew was I tripped on (insert word) and landed (insert word/s). And then I couldn't breathe.
I managed to sit myself up ('cause I'm a believer that you can't let your body do what it wanted to do in dire circumstances. In this case it had wanted to stay kneeling face-down hands-to-chest. I was thinking circulation might break even further if I allowed that), while the others were gathering around asking if I was fine, but all I can just barely do was wave my arm/hand (I was trying to signal I was all right. Ha! All right that I couldn't breathe?), struggling to form a decent consonant. But I realised I couldn't because I couldn't even get air into my lungs, let alone sacrificing them to form sounds.
I wonder how asthma feels like.
Even when we called for a substitution, I couldn't will myself to stand. I must have made it seem less serious than it was because the referee then asked me to go out. Yeah if I could stand I would. By then I was still heaving ragged gasps that were going out, not in.
But according to my above belief that I must actively break the body's passive path of action, I just clung on to a fence and stood up. (Hm. It wasn't as helpless as how "clung"-ing sounds, really.) Then after a while, I could "tell" the first aid "Ca...ca...t...bri...fu..." (can't breathe). I dunno, I think it's a condition called "winded"; I wasn't really in the focus to listen properly.
So... oh yeah, I think my lung capacity has shrunk permanently... *frowns*
And... some teammates said it should have been a penalty? =P

2nd game calls for happier times.
The second goal I scored, according to teammates, was "(insert synonym to graceful)". From what I hear, I played a little chip, went past a defender, shrugged off 2/3 chionging defenders, and scored.

I don't remember that ;_;

See, it's no coincidence almost all my favourite players are/were good dribblers and entertainers of the ball. Giggs, Kewell, Zidane, Figo, di Canio and the likes. I'm attracted to flair, and I like to see them in their full-flow gracefulness.
So how could I do something so supposedly nice and didn't know about it??? ;_;
(Though I do remember Giggs saying that he 'couldn't remember but was simply focusing on going through to goal' or something along the lines about his 1999 Villa Park FA Cup Semis goal.)


Whatever. But for a team with no coach, not much training, no serious formation, and a makeshift goalkeeper (Our 4/8 Amanda! And boy can she save! She must have been the smallest goalie in the competition XD), we did really well: won 2, drew 1, and lost 1-0 in the -last- second literally to a pro team! XP
I really admire our defence. Really really admire them. I mean, while they were saying my attack was strong, who were in truth limiting the pro teams to no more than 1 goal each (we lost 3 games in the whole comp, and all were 1-0 scorelines)?
We even overheard one coach scolding his team "how can you play this badly to this kind of team?"
"This kind of team", indeed! >___<   Were you expecting to score 8 against us??


We were knocked out in the next group stage, where the top of each group of 3 teams goes on to semi finals.
Therefore, we technically were in the quarter finals! X3
An achievement out of 40 participating teams don't you think? X3 X3


And to announce some cold-water stuff, I have Further Maths exam tomorrow. ;_;

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I'm a firm believer that today is a holiday because it's the Euro 2004 finals. What Youth Day?




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Saturday, July 3, 2004 :.


Playing soccer = Happy s.C.

Will talk about it tomorrow. (Hey, it'll be tomorrow in a few seconds!)




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Monday, June 28, 2004 :.

Whenever I open red packets with regards sent from HK, I feel like a millionaire.

Okay. I know that word.

... ...

Just let it come back to me.

... ...
... ...
... ...
... ...

...inundate. Ah yes.

Now why can't it have come back to me during the exam itself?? I'd been writing 'pervades' 'pervaded' 'pervasive' and various sorts of such till I bored myself in the essay.
Oh yes, and the other one is deluge. Aaargh no I'll rather pretend not remembering them now!!!

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And... right.
I doodled a sketch of L from Death Note on my Physics P1 question paper. (That was during the couple of minutes break after pen[cil]s down, so don't accuse me of not checking my work)
And do you know what it means?
It means I'm smittened with L (Aw he's such a darling! ::squeal::).
It means I'm in love with Death Note.
It means I am about to embark on another manga collection... -_- *jingles coins in pocket*

At least Chuang Yi is publishing it... so I don't have to spend an extra couple of $$ more on Taiwanese publications.
I doubt it'll run for many volumes though, since the plot is very specific and once it's solved, it'll stay solved. (I... think.)

Chem tomorrow. Who shall I draw... ? XD


s.C. -- who'd never ever imagined that football slash existed in certain little corners of the Internet. Very disturbing. See no evil... none at all...




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Sunday, June 27, 2004 :.


I -knew- I'd made some translation mistakes near the end of that saiyuki chapter >__<... Has now made appropiate changes.

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!!!!! I was starting to type an entry when my relatives from HK came! *receives 3 red packets* @_@ I don't want to know how much is in those...
Well, yesterday's event was really great... I'll try to type it out when I find time.




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Thursday, June 24, 2004 :.

Because I missed writing fictions


What essentially transpired yesterday:

  • visited hospital where uncle is under lithotripsy treatment.
  • crashed my head against the wall (a la this. Again.)
  • tooth dropped off. (Again.)

(Much as it would be fun to imagine these 3 incidents happening dependently of each other, they didn't.)

I wouldn't like to boast, but how many people exactly have lived to tell of such an impactful day like mine?
Are you watching the art of British weather Wimbledon on TV? Match after match after match during Euro 2004? Do you grin to yourself in the dark? Read dictionaries all day?
How utterly unoriginal. One must really strive to pursue a life of exciting adventures. Like this.

Night.
You sprawl on the sofa, eyes glazing over the green green TV monitor and the random moving object flying up and down said screen. Then you decide to stop watching Wimbledon and instead save some eye energy for, perhaps, some Euro 2004 action later. Thus you close all windows, switch off all fans, and walk to the far side of the living room to kill the lights.
In the subsequent shadows, you catch the darker shade of darkness that fortells of the edge of the common corridor. And you approach that inviting gloom, your gait made confident by the years of experience behind each step. You wind around funitures, your itinerary taking you closer to The Edge of The Corridor. Looking around out of habit more than for any actual purpose -- for you in truth cannot see a thing -- you bring up a hand and is able to trace the Edge. On you walk into the corridor.

Then remember the process of collision with your dear wall. And remember it well, for unless you get in regular fights that involve cement (,the brandishment of), there should hardly exist other opportunities that acquaint you with mortar through head concussion.
(Dare I say? I now have the complete honour of remembering 2 such occasions.)

Turns out that the Edge your hand had traced, was the crafty borders of a sadistic painting. And since the painting was about an arm span's length from the actual edge of the corridor, the above scenario will comfortably let you walk head-on into the. . .

Luckily, my natural speed is slow (y'all should know -_-). I shall continue to subscribe to that.
Man, I knew that painting was evil.

But I mean, the art of groping for walls with your hands, that's perfectly simple.
But the art of meeting your forehead with edges of walls with dedicated accuracy, now -that's- arcane.

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That's one part of "how to make life more exciting" done.

Next part: all you have to do is hold your *@*Q%*#(*@!#!!&% head and stagger gracefully into your room. Remember to forget to switch on the lights (hell, with your hands occupied elsewhere you won't be able to anyway). Then sit down. Then around 10/15 minutes into your convalescence, grin to yourself in the dark at how silly the just-concluded incident was.
Hopefully (luck, as is with all things in life, is an essential element here), your front tooth would just choose that moment to... detach from... the...
Kphm. Elegantly put, the "filling" for your splintered-in-year-1996-coz-you-played-friggin-tag-n-fell-down-mysteriously tooth would break off from the real part, yet it stays vainly attached because you had then bitten your teeth down in alarm. And hoping it was a hallucination.
And you'd freeze for some moments in your seat ('cause it's freaky. Why else?), poking that region ever so slightly with your tongue, thinking damn I haven't brushed my teeth yet.
Really, it was not unlike a child discovering a wobbling milk tooth and tried his darnest to explore using his tongue without really aggravating it.

With further luck, it might finally drop off while you were engaging a word in the dictionary.

Sounds rather crude eh, but anyhow in my case, I was able to grin a literally toothless grin at mum when she woke up by chance at midnight, thus ensuring her preparedness in bringing me to the National Health Board this morning.

And /when/ the morning does come, you'll wake up to find the uninvited gap rather intrusive, and you'll mutter, "Will somebody fhix my fhreaking toofh now."
It is then that you realise you cannot enunciate "f" and "th" properly.

Look on the bright side -- I wouldn't want to read some comprehension passage during exam ("...for an eye, a tooth for a tooth") and something related suddenly drops out.
Be glad it happened in the holidays.

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By the way, what's with the stereotyped (true or otherwise, I don't know) "I'm afraid of going to the dentist"?
There certainly will be pain and blood and stuff, but I'm sure that if it's life-threatening, they'll let you know on some big bright poster. No point getting all worked up otherwise.

The dentist I was assigned to is funny (perhaps 'cause he's Malay? I've always remembered my pri sch malay friends and malays I've met in general are good for a joke).
Him: Oh, JC2 ah, your exams coming up next week, no wonder your teeth break. Must be stressed.
Me: Yeah, so stressed that I brushed my teeth so hard it broke.
Him: No no, stressed, then grind your teeth too hard, break lah.

We were quipping to each other's lines, but, in all honesty, grinding my teeth takes too much energy. Brushing hard expends excessive bodyfuel as well. So in no way did any of these speculations happen.
Being stressed just takes too much work; I simply refuse to do so.


If this entry looks funny (wayward funny), blame my head. I've got a 1mm cut above the eyebrow and that's gotta be more than enough excuse reason for abusing humour.


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s.C. -- who thought that Notepad is somehow miraculously performing scrolling marquees, until she realises that the "`" key was weighed down by a plate.

marquee!
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Tuesday, June 22, 2004 :.


*looks at time*
Linkin Park should be having their concert now. Makes me feel a bit sad in a regretful sort of way -- for not being there.

One thing I had always rued over the years: my Neoplanet email client just sits there and looks pretty, but remains useless. Because I'd never had an email account with POP access before. But noW.

Oh my, Spymac rocks. Am feeling quite inspired to move my entire virtual house and belongings over there (It has FTP! Albeit a tad buggy). *chuckles* ...even though I still use windows.




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o_O
Why did no one tell me about the appalling compliance of this layout on -- not only Netscape -- other browsers? I mean, I thought at least somebody here uses Firefox/bird or something. And Opera is fine, but it doesn't listen to the "float" commands. I now finally know 'cause I suddenly had a desire to view this page in all my browsers...

I have so many browsers I'm quite ashamed.

In the end IE & IE-rendered engines complied the best. And I don't even use IE.
*waves Neoplanet flag*
I've now changed the CSS style so that at least the page looks decent on all (my) browsers. I didn't do so initially 'cause I thought "oh, it's only Netscape".
Right. Now I know the Mozilla/Gecko family fares worst in interpreting the higher level styles >__<

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sapphire-fusion.co.nr/translation/worm2.html

I hope the translation's correct; I was lazy enough not to use dictionary. ^^;;




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Sunday, June 20, 2004 :.


"tttttttttquk brofox jumped oveeeeeeee lazy dog"

and another minute later, the keyboard died on me.

i seem to have a special acquaintance with the on-screen keyboard. *sigh*

3 entries today may just be neutralised by my not (being able to) posting for some days to come...?




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If my legs were to love walking, they would be two happy little things lately.

For, hot on the heels of last Monday's little night trek, comes today's little /day/ trek. Right under an unforgiving blaze, and in my too-damn-hot Spain jersey.

But then again, that's why it's a good day for dragon boat competitions. Though I didn't stay to watch. ...¬_¬?   Which was quite regretful, but anyway.

I was by the Kallang River this morning--afternoon. For what, nevermind that. But it was a cool charity event of sorts, not least because I strayed near the river whenever I could, just to allow the sea/riverbreeze wash over invading floods of sunrays. Otherwise, not cool at all... (insert 'did I just say something lame?' expression)

Cutting long story short, this walk wasn't half (or quarter, for that matter) as long as -that- one, and it did take me -- for my first time -- to library@esplanade. Just to check it out.
(Now I'm wondering, if I add a ".com" behind the name, how many spam mails would start to be triggered off towards that address? ...does it even exist? ^_^)
And I marvelled at the number of books it has, all dedicated to the arts. And then there was the superb view of K River out of huge windows; my acquaintance (...whom I forgot to mention at the start of this entry, and who also walked the walk with me ^^;;) and I stopped to watch a couple of lone dragonboats dotting the waters in interspersed fashion, before heading back out into the suuuunnshiiiiiine. *sizzles*

Then our journey took us to one end of KRiv, where numerous dragonboats floated waiting. (Yeah there were schools -- zai ones like NJ...) And hearing various teams' spirited cheers, I suddenly regretted not staying back to watch.
And we walked on... ("Ah, Padang") and saw the set ups for the Linkin Park? concert.
And we walked on... and at length the pilgrimage to City Hall MRT! ends.
I know, Esplanade to CH MRT isn't that far away, but if before that, you had to walk around non-stop for 4 hours, you'll feel it.

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And I hate library dilemmas. Such as.

"Why do these 2 books -have- to be -both- available when I have only 1 slot?? Why don't I see them popping up when I have 4 full slots??"

Heh.

In the end, I chose Robin Cook's Seizure over JRR Tolkien's The Silmarillion, because it might help me in GP topics. Might.




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I finally have the Hellsing anime. All 2.44GB of it, OSTs included.

*hearts hearts hearts*

Integra and Alucard are so freaking, super cool. Much much much more so than their manga versions. (sighs happy sigh)




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Saturday, June 19, 2004 :.


I need inspiration for a 3 panel comic that involves football.
I need inspiration for a general comic themed Advertisement.
I hope for them to pop magically into my head by the end of next week
'cause I'm too slow to notice them earlier >__<
*divine intervention(TM)*

I need motivation to study. *divine intervention(TM)   x4*

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You guys think I spike up my hair intentionally?
No, you just need to know how to sleep on it, and you'll wake up naturally in it. And /if/ you want (it becomes optional if you do it right), apply mousse/gel to keep.
I'm saying this 'cause I woke up with one real nice spike this morning -- and it's still in place this instance ^__^ ...

...even after the ruffling affair of Italy v.s. Sweden. What an awesome match. *remembers to breathe again*




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See, my room is hard to pick up because 90% of the things in there is unclassified. But mum always insist I clear "at least some stuffs here and there".
I might have complied, but for the huge problem of -my mum- "picking up" -my- room once every few months, in grand operations that made use only of her lone strength to move and drag every single bookcase and furniture out of place, before shifting them into her new-and-improved desired places (of her choice, not mine), often just in time before I came home from school.

And then I would scream (in my head), "Why did I even botherrrrrrr?" when I see that everything I had put into -my- place in a recent room-packing had been neutralised into perfectly unrecognisable room-layout once again after a particularly motivated session by mum.

I'm not actually telling any interesting story; it was just to go with the sudden urge I had to point out certain little queer ongoings in my house. *points*

Though when I packed my room again yesterday (sigh, I never learn), I did find some organic chem notes hidden amongst... the somewhere.
So that's why I couldn't find them for several months...
(And now they've resurfaced *specially* just before the exams; I swear they're giggling off their benzene rings right now. -_-)




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Thursday, June 17, 2004 :.


*gurgle*
Saiyuki OFFROAD scans!!! Oh oh oh oh *sparkly eyes*
::worships person who scanned it::




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Wednesday, June 16, 2004 :.


I now believe that my perception of the quality of a Saiyuuki episode is determined by the quality of the animation. Filler notwithstanding, Gunlock #11 was an absolute freak; we see Evil!Hakkai only that much in a whole lifetime after all.

And with Evil, I mean more evil than youkai!Hakkai or I'm-about-to-massacre-1000+-people-plus-youkai!Gonou. *sniggers*

Once upon a time, I loved one filler episode of Reload (#10) partly because the art was beautiful, and partly because I was grinning throughout the episode.
Come today, I gave my heart to yet another filler episode, not least because the art -is- again beautiful, and I was, no less, snickering throughout the episode.

*squawk*
If you see something like this within the first few minutes of the episode, you know you're in for good stuff.

 

Note that evil looking smile.

Gojyo was very, very nicely drawn in this episode; I could not decide what screenshots to take. I mean, for -once- his hair wasn't drawn with a short ugly fringe. That this episode drew his hair proportionately already speaks volume.
This shot depicts him being poisoned by brewed-by-Goku tea. ^ ^

I actually couldn't resist putting more screenshots in here: http://www.sitefights.com/community/art/rnklqnwn/gunlock11.html
The pics are quite small, but hopefully discernible. v




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Tuesday, June 15, 2004 :.


I thought 3 hours of standing in the sun (see: EJ - 12 June) was enough action for one week.
But let's welcome the latest trend (what indeed eh?) of Circular Backpacking in the Concrete Jungle at Night.

All you need is
1) good company, and
2) a Street Directory 2004, of which the adjacent pages preferably do not seem to match. It makes things all the more fun.

"Circular Backpacking" because you walk around in circles with a bag on your back. ...yeah. That the rest is self-explanatory should make things easier to understand.

Pick Spot A and start from there, taking note of the azure sky so that you'll be amazed when it got dark and you didn't even know.

Preferably you don't quite know where Spot B is... that's the Street Directory's job. And the map reader's, of course. ^____^ winkwink

Proceed to humour your way through to the Destination... that's what the good company is for. Perhaps that's how NS works nya

You can attempt to run across random blinking traffic lights for random exercise.

And perhaps... just perhaps... if you find yourself in a building with 2 exits on either end of its hall, you might want to exit by the one opposite of your intended direction.
I dunno. Might be more fun.

And that's how s.C., stormy, and ^clover^ overcame all odds yesterday and destroyed the King and won Level 5 arrived at Kinokuniya at 9pm (remember how the sky was blue at the beginning?)

s.C. -- retiring at ExperiencePoints=999999

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And oh, that picture down there can now be clicked.




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Monday, June 14, 2004 :.


Shocked. England lost.
Not for any obvious reasons, but not least because I told the television at the 88th min: France, if you lose to -England-, you suck. Then I went to the washroom.
And when I returned to the TV the next time, the table says France got all 3 points. And I see that Beckham missed a penalty -- and Zidane scoring from one? I had to laugh.
Indeed, very pleasantly shocked.




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Sunday, June 13, 2004 :.


Was typing an enthusiastic review for Gunlock #11, when via some inopportune clicks, I suddenly find myself wandering into dispressing pages, and lost all mood for advocating the episode.

Fandom wankage. Tsk. Can't fans all get along nicely? Fandom has teeth, but but to the point of eating your own digestive system inside out? And over something peanuts, too.




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Saturday, June 12, 2004 :.

Why Spain will win Russia.

Because I say so.

See,


s.C.'s favourite team = Wales
s.C.'s 2nd favourite team = Spain
During one certain Euro 2004 playoffs: Wales v.s. Russia
Result of playoffs: Russia through
Equation has it that: s.C. -> ;_;
Now: Spain v.s. Russia
Spain = 2nd fav. team = must win!
Russia = team that knocked out Wales = grrr = Spain must win!!
Therefore, extrapolation of results = Spain wins.

Not entirely illogical ^___^
Not that I hate the Russia team... (wait, they -had- played very rough against Wales... hmm.) but it's revenge.
But of course, with Spain notorious for its underperformance...




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Friday, June 11, 2004 :.


And this is where my summary skillz comes to use.


Act. 15 -- Even a Worm [2]

  • Goku is feeling pensive having not posed in a coloured solo since December 2003.
  • pwetty sleeping people!
  • we are BreakWindowsThenAttack & Co. We specialise in waking and warning enemies before we assassinate cotton them.
  • "So, is that all you have to say?"
  • And if Plan B doesn't work,
  • Plan C most likely won't work either.
  • Though Plan A does.
  • Goku tries to help...
  • ...but I get to steal the spotlight
  • I get to show off my nifty kicks
  • And I get to speak in a dialect that monkey boy doesn't understand.
  • And... I get to start a battle.


(geez) My ftp officially doesn't work on the old site anymore. Time to get another one...
Kami-sama on the back cover.
And of course, the "summary" has nothing to do with the actual content ^__^




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Thursday, June 10, 2004 :.


Yet another personality test via handwriting: My comments in bold.

To begin the analysis, the subject's handwriting shows more of a fluency and flow than the average script. The writing impulse is unbroken and the words sweep forward with relative ease. This released writing indicates a generally easy-going and less conformist attitude than the average. The subject will prefer the unusual to the familiar, and will be more likely to express her emotions and feelings than a writer with restrained script.

Indeed I seldom conform, but I seldom express feelings as well. At least that's what my parents would think. . .

The pressure used throughout the script is average in intensity, indicating that the subject is able to maintain a balance between too much activity and too great a degree of lethargy. As a result, she lacks the intense drive and enthusiasm shown by writers with heavy pressure, but will be equally tolerant of inactivity in those who use a lower pressure in their script. She will be good at working methodically at the more routine tasks.

I vary under circumstances, really.

The subject has a signature that is smaller than 77% of the population, and as a result has a lower opinion of herself than the average signer and prefers to avoid the limelight. Even in a position of power she is unlikely to seek acclaim and attention. She is somewhat more modest than a writer with a bigger signature and can more readily accept criticism.

For the record, my signature takes up more space than most people I know. Perhaps Europeans/Americans are just prone to signing real big. I don't know if "a lower opinion of myself than" conveys deprecation in this case (which I don't), but yeah, I avoid attention.

The signature is also underlined in quite an exaggerated manner. The subject wishes to draw attention to herself and probably feels unable to do this in other ways. Unable to make her presence felt in a more immediate and direct way, she is using the embellishment as a form of compensation.
Such a signature, despite appearances to the contrary, indicates a conventional rather than a non-conformist individual. The subject wants to attract attention, but desires to do so through recognition of conventionally approved achievements.

Slightly... contradictive compared with the one above, no? Heh.

The handwriting shows a few signs of a perfectionist personality. Although generally more easy-going than the average person, the subject also seems more orderly and methodical, perhaps being a little over-concerned with small details, and fussy about trivial matters. She may sometimes seem undecided about the best course of action to take, and may appear to have some self-doubts.

'Kay, I bet my last cents I got part this 'cause I checked "overwriting" in the test. I'm admittedly compulsive (and puzzled as to why) when it comes to the fluidity of pen-strokes. If the stroke is broken (which happens often since I use ballpoint), I'd HAVE to overwrite that region, or as my classmate PL says, "trace over the word". Said word wouldn't exactly look "nicer" in the end, but I'll spend the next few paragraphs feeling uncomfortable if I didn't overwrite that broken stroke.
But that's just one of my many compulsive habits. Ironically, I'm a hardened perfectionist when it comes to certain things (like the angle of placement of a door-wedge...), yet I neither use files nor keep my desk as neat as I'd like.

There are a few signs of aggression throughout the handwriting, which indicate a mildly aggressive personality.
As the writer has a high IQ, the chances are that aggression, when shown, will normally be expressed verbally, with sarcasm, caustic remarks and mockery.
When aggression is expressed indirectly, the subject will feel a need for revenge if slighted. She may harbour a grudge, while waiting for the appropriate moment to get She own back.

Am I sarcastic? Am /I/ sarcastic? ph33r me; I hold grudges.

The handwriting shows some signs of expansiveness, and this is an indication of an extrovert personality. The writer has an above average need for space and dislikes being confined. This hunger for space is reflected in the script.
This expansiveness shows in the subject's social relationships. She is likely to be more comfortable in company than on her own, and perhaps takes life more lightly than the average person. She may become quite easily bored, and often yearns for change and variety.
She is likely to express her feelings and moods quite freely, and is reasonably unconcerned with disorder or lack of control.

I think I know what makes them say that. But while I do love space (which is why I like soccer and softball -- for their expanse of green fields), I also prefer solitude.
And I'm an INtrovert. They can't dispute that. ^__^

A number of artful simplifications in the handwriting show that the subject is considerably intelligent (scoring 3 out of a possible 5 in the IQ categories). She has the intellectual capacity that would enable her to be successful in a career such as teaching, journalism or computer programming.

Computer programming!! Yay!! XD

A subtle variation in pressure throughout the script indicates the possibility that the subject may be a little more over-anxious than normal and more prone to emotional upsets.
However, there are no other indications of such emotional problems in the script, and these emotional outbursts will be quite infrequent.

You bet. I rarely deviate from Cheerful. (And optimistic. And hedonistic.)
You won't see a mood swing from me while you're still alive.

There are some indications within the handwriting of compulsive behaviour.
Compulsiveness is an anxiety reducing strategy in which the subject makes a ritual out of many of the most trivial aspects of life. When attempting to solve problems which cause anxiety, she will attempt to do so by constant and repetitive efforts. This will be maintained, even if the problem turns out to be insoluble.
Such an exaggerated determination means that the subject is often regarded by others as being conscientious. However, because of these rigid problem solving strategies she finds it difficult to look at problems from a fresh angle and to consider a different method of approach. Often, this rigid problem solving procedure, whether at work or in personal relationships, is not an attempt to reach a solution but a defence reaction. Typical compulsions are checking the doors and windows a prescribed number of times each night, even if one check would be sufficient, worrying about 'bad' thoughts for fear that they will come true, and checking and re-checking every piece of work to avoid any possibility of mistake. All these, and many other forms of compulsive behaviour are best summed up as 'not being able to leave well alone'.
At present, the subject's level of compulsive behaviour is probably a mild inconvenience, but it could prove to dominate her existence. This should be taken as a warning sign to take life rather less seriously, to strive for less perfection, precision and order, and to relax more often.

About compulsiveness: like I'd said...
But if I were to relax anymore, I'll simply lie in bed all day... (and I'm still yet to hit the books for the upcoming exams)

There are a few indications in the handwriting that, at the time of writing, the subject was suffering from mild stress. This may be temporary, for example if she was upset, tired, or working against a deadline. However, the subject may be living at an unacceptable level of stress, one which is beginning to affect her physical well being.
These are warning signs in the handwriting, and indicate that the subject should pause and reflect on those aspects of her lifestyle which may be causing long-term difficulties. She should try to reduce them whenever possible, relax more frequently, check her diet, and perhaps take more exercise. Stress can be beneficial, but if allowed to get out of control, it may prove a hazard to mental and physical health.

Well, if a GP essay timed-trial doesn't speak of "deadline", I'll be... Add the result of an abnormal sleep cycle to that, and you'll get the perfect I'm-so-stressed-I-might-die-but-actually-I'm-just-worried-I-might-fall-asleep-on-the-paper handwriting.tt!
"And perhaps take more exercise"? Tell me about it... *pokes aching arms*

So yeah, I 'm still aching. *glares at random tennis racket/binoculars*

Let's end with the psychic thought of the day: Betcha didn't even bother to read the above stuff eh? *grinz*




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Wednesday, June 9, 2004 :.


Aren't I glad that it didn't rain yesterday.
Why, I woke up today to find somebody heaving buckets of water at my window, giving a free pane-cleaning service. It turns out that it was raining -that- hard.

For... if it had rained yesterday, I wouldn't have been able to do this!!: *picture spams*

As it is, the long-awaited black dot has finally tottered across the huge expanse of the big fiery face, not while giving yours truly several hand-shaking moments (the binoculars was heavy). (No) thanks to the phenomenal amount of tennis I played during class outing the day before, the shaking was twice as vicious. Really, I mean, I had to hold the 1kg? binos at arm's length above my head, and... yeah. Distressing.
Unfortunately, such shaking arms (whether for the binoculars or the camera arm) are decisively frustrating in the process of the transit-watching. Though the pictures in the end came out not half half half bad.

Point to note: warn mum about potential Strange Noises first before you start Squealing in delight when your "binoculars plan" actually worked. Or else said mum will come stumbling in to investigate your (in)sanity.
I really had no idea my mere binoculars could capture such a wonderful distinctiveness of the silhouette of Venus. Though, the "mere" binos are admittedly military -- ??x53... the diameter is already quite awesome... not that I need such good light gathering during daytime in this case. *chuckles*

Actually, the pictures (of the shadows -_-) were taken after the Black Drop Effect, during the greatest (nearest to solar centre), and before the 3rd contact respectively.
So... quite unremarkably, they're all taken during 2nd contact ^____^;;
But it's great to chase the sun around my room, thinking of places to set as makeshift screens, and taking care not to overheat the binos and camera.
Though, I did overheat myself a bit, methinks. *feels on the edge of being sunburnt*




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Tuesday, June 8, 2004 :.


After one long rant about how I thought I've screwed up the windows registry, one moment of (my) brilliance before I actually posted that entry brought it all back into place. That chronicle has since been moved to the EJ 'cause I didn't have the heart to delete it in its entireness. Plus it is quite a technical piece, so it'll do good not to clog up this place.
^________^   (<-beaming face. s.C. is currently quite proud of herself.)

And I played tennis for the first time yesterday! *bounces around happily*
My arm aches




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Monday, June 7, 2004 :.


During the previous couples of days without internet access, I have done the following:

  • watched French Open
  • played with openCanvas
  • watched X-Games
  • watched Premier Snooker League
  • watched Stanley Cup (NHL)

Interestingly, one will note that they are but activities of which I had only the most fleeting of ephemeral experiences -- or even none at all.
Tennis? I remember I mingled amongst adults, holding an ultra-heavy racket almost as big as I stood; I was perhaps 7 then, but I now hold no further memories of what happened during my dad's company's little tennis affair. Nor have I since added any memories to my tennis experience.
Xtreme sports? If I ever got on a skateboard in this lifetime, I'll be blessed. Which is why I regret not appreciating the roller skating rink I often visited a few years back.
Though I -am- attempting to atone by trying to perfect my no-hander on me bike. ^___^
Snooker? Played billiards -- once, perhaps?
Ice-hockey? ^__^
Nope.

If I may suspect so, much of my life seems to be lived vicariously through visual experiences on television.
Track back some years, and you'll find that I watched a lot of baseball matches.
And then I joined softball.
In palpable fashion, I don't watch as much -- if at all -- MLB nowadays.
Quite remarkably -- and I am not too sure if anime has something to do with this -- I watched less football over the last 2 years, which coincide with my having more opportunities to play the game myself in junior college. But I think the influx of anime (and the discovery of BitTorrent) has more to do with it after all. Heh.

Come to think of it, is watching (certain)anime + reading (certain)manga = catharsis through violence? (For some reason, $$$ went out quite willingly towards the purchase of Hellsing manga recently.)

But I shall play -- at long last -- tennis during the class outing later. (insert big big grin)




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Thursday, June 3, 2004 :.


Do you guys remember this? Oh my now Mr Shone's got a daughter Hayley... and Max is still so cute!




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Wednesday, June 2, 2004 :.


No, don't ever mess with broken CD drives. They clamp down on your unsuspecting finger-which-has-barely-left-the-CD before you can say "Shit it's carnivorous!"

In other happier news, I've finally hauled my corpse before Photoshop and started to work on the new layout. Just how many months have I been saying that?




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I read ^clover^'s blog. I thought of something funny. I touch-typed the lyrics of a song while listening to it.

The song that heat your eaters and do those thongs to you

I'm not a perfect person
there's manu things i wish I ded'nt do
but I vontinue learningI
've never maeant to do those thongs to you
so I have to say before I fo
that I just want you to know
I hound a reason for me
to chage twho I used to be
a reason to sertart over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that i hutyt uyou
it's something ythay i must live woith every day
and alll the pain I put uou thoiurgh
I wish I coukd take it all away
and be the one who catvhes all your eaters
that's ywhy I need you to heat
I foyund a reason for me
to vhanfge who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you   (x4)

I'm not a perfect person
Inver meant to do those things to you
andd sop i have to sayu beforeI fo
that I just want yuou to know
I 've fouwnd a reasn for me
to vchave who I used to be
a reason to sat over new
and the reason is you
I've fjound a reason to show
a side of mw you didn't know
a reason for all that I do
and the reason is you.

To bewonder in awe the inventive quality my touch-typing inspires.
Aren't you glad that "The Reason" by Hoobastank isn't any faster? Who knows what completely new lyrics may suddenly materialise by the time the song ends.
Needless to say, I cheated and took a breather at the (x4) part. But that's because I was already 3 stanzas behind... ^__^

Take note of that very last and proud fullstop in the entire lyrics (bolded for your convenience), punched in with an invincible sense of achievement. Xþ




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Tuesday, June 1, 2004 :.


*raises eyebrows*

What the hey -- does it look like me? Looks a bit too Jap. Must be all the baseball accessories. *chuckles*
http://www.abi-station.com/illustmaker/index_en.shtml




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Sunday, May 30, 2004 :.

It's great watching the French Open, after overdosing on Unrealistic Tennis(TM) lately.

A little note to Prince of Tennis' producers/mangaka Konomi:
There are such things as Unforced Errors and Service Faults, you know.

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A little gem from Journey to the Rest:

The July issue of Monthly Comic ZERO-SUM packed quite a surprise: news that the current Saiyuki RELOAD manga arc, "Even a Worm," will be animated in Saiyuki RELOAD GUNLOCK starting with episode 13! That episode is planned to air on June 24, while the third chapter of the manga arc will see print on June 28.

Isn't that...3 episodes from now? And doesn't that mean that the arc's going to be short?

And do I see a hot coloured Goku picture in there?
Come to think of it, we haven't seen a solo coloured Goku for a while now; I guess it's due.




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Saturday, May 29, 2004 :.


Dude! I have about a hundred things to say today.

Let's see...

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for (i=1; i<101; i++;)
  {
  document.write('<b>#' +i+ '</b> They actually bought me H2 #30!   ');
  }

[/script]

Yeah man. I thought I'd forgotten even the basic syntax. My graphic memory rocks.
So the above was actually only to help me revise what was left untouched for several months. But the event is true enough: The softballers actually bought me the #30 of H2 manga because one $5 doesn't really matter compared to my 29x$5 collection thus far they want to read it and I keep delaying the advent of its purchase. XP Well.

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Troy.
My thoughts?

That Achilles' Heel moment near the end wasn't too apparent. Especially when you weren't looking out for it. I mean, if you didn't know better, what -can- possibly be the significance in getting poked in the ankles by an arrow?

...well, yes. I don't ponder a lot over movies.


And here's to...

[script language="JavaScript"]

var z =1;

while (z<51)
  {
  document.write("It's the holidays!   ");

  z++;
  }

[/script]




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Thursday, May 27, 2004 :.

Evidence that shows s.C. has over-matured in the past month.

Somehow.

Persuading a teenager to go to bed and get up on a reasonable schedule is another matter entirely. ... As nighttime approaches and daylight recedes, the pineal gland produces melatonin, a chemical that signals the body to begin shutting down for sleep. ... [Studies] have shown that it takes longer for melatonin levels to rise in teenagers than in younger kids or adults, regardless of exposure to light or stimulating activities.

TIME Magazine, 31 May 2004

For once, I see a tiny iota of a light photon at the end of the 3.47a.m. tunnel. Whatever that is.
Now that it seems that my melatonin is excreted during -daytime- e.g. 4p.m. as of yester-afternoon, there's never a clearer sign that I'm over-maturing. XD

XD XD. 'Kay, it's not that funny...
Now what about this?

Why is it so hard to get a teenager off the couch and working on that all important college essay? ... blame it on their immature nucleus accumbens, a region in the frontal cortex that directs motivation to seek rewards. ...[Found that] teenagers have less activity in this region than adults do.

So /that's/ how it is. "Procrastination" spelt out in full, hopefully in a language that parents understand.
But the lack of blogging recently <= lack of computer usage => weaning off computer (albeit reluctantly) => less passive-aggressiveness (i.e.procrastination)

= s.C. has matured.

...reluctance counts, 'kay.

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We had Royston Tan in the house again yesterday, due to "popular demands" from last year's appearance.

We saw, among 2 other films, Cut. That's the film that mocked our censors. I believe he said that our school is the first one he is screening this to. In other words, quite, quite, exclusive.
To imagine what it was like, sing the following to the tune of "This is my country, this is my flag, this is my future..." (The national day song)
(The lyrics are as best as I can make out, since my laughing drowned out the words.
But the last stanza is just what it is. Oh, wave some flags while you're at it. The characters in the film did.)

This is PG,
This is G,
This is R(A),
You cannot see
Not till you come out
Of the army
This is Singapore,
Censorship is free


It just breaks my brain...




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Tuesday, May 25, 2004 :.


Have I ever mentioned that Death Note is freaking me out?

Damn its cliffhangers.




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It doesn't bother me too much that I can't/don't blog as frequently like I used to.

What -does- prove disturbing however, is that I actually used these times to sleep.

Cases in point: Yesterday - 14 hours of sleep.
The day before that - 10 hours.
One more day before that - 11 hours.

For normal people I guess that's quite... normal. But what have I done (to myself) these 3 days...? Though it -is- good and refreshing that I didn't sleep during school hours.
But seems like I'm back on schedule, seeing that it's now 12.30 after midnight.

...

Will blog again after I feel decidedly more clear-headed.




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Saturday, May 22, 2004 :.


And thus,

...let there exist a tribute to my Chem/CT/ghost-scaring tutor, to whom coincidentally last Thursday I had to pay a little visit, and who in fact sufficiently traumatised me for the rest of the week with her never-seen-before-in-class grin.

I'll be happy to assure you it was fantastically horrible.

Though I'd have to honestly admit that, indeed she failed to traumatise me for the rest of the -month- (which was the expected convalescent period), not least because she seemed particularly mellow that time.

The strip was published in this week's Friday Weekly. I'll have her to thank, for without her, this strip would not have been born...

...*rushes to nearest sink and rinses mouth out with soapturpentine*




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