If I tell you that I have been studying hard and have been trying to finish up all my tutorials in the past few days, thus leaving no time for blogging, would you believe me? Nyah. Didn't think you would. Then if I say that I have put all my efforts into making the new layout I've been talking so much about, would you believe me? (Well, I don't see no damned new layout either...)
Actually, I've been on a PoT anime marathon, so it's rather hard to blog when your eyes are fixed on Actually, that's not true either. Well, it is. Um, no it's not. *thinks* *ouch* My eye just got stabbed by my finger that was flailing in the process of yawning and stretching.
...useless details aside, I'm blogging just to let people know that I've not, you know, died-ed or something. Or procrastinated that Saiyuki translation.
So yeah, I'm still alive; it's just that I am pseudo-prohibited from the home computer sorta so I used any available moment to watch PoT. But I will be back. *cackles*
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*watches FMA 25* No heck. How can it end up like that. That is utterly illegal. He is my favourite character. But you knew It when the photograph floated to the ground in a poignant flutter. The world has come crashing down. *in great state of denial*
As any PoT fan would know, it is the first of those[1] episodes. Chibi Power killz. It breakz your brain. *starts to imagine a 30-min Chibi Saiyuki episode and explodes* [1] The whole freaking episode features nothing but the ky00t exploits of the heroes -- in chibi form. In chibi form. Omg chibi!Ryoma has the proportions of a ball. Round round de. Cute until can kill. |
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Exactly why I dislike using library computers for casual web browsing purposes. It makes me grin real wide (and emit not-too-silent coughs to mask the squeals threatening to erupt) and probably makes the 2 guys adjacent to my computer think I'm nuts. The cover Sanzo picture turns out to be much better than I had expected (street-wear rulez, brudder), and the Gojyo *sputter* Goyjo *coughsplutter* Gojyo picture *acK* shot way above where my most anticipated imagination could ever flap at. *melts* *melts a melter state of melted at sight of youkai!Hakkai*
So it seems Koumyou and Ukoku decided to overturn the little screen time they have thus far, and... heheheh.
So... I shall go to soccer training later as a melted puddle with a silly grin...
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"What did you do to the keyboard yesterday??" Got woken up today in thus fashion. Well, it -was- already 2pm after all -- I can't really blame dad for taking liberty to rouse me from a particularly adventurous dream.
*silence*
So I thought, as I rolled around some more in my mattress, that I may have to blog letter-by-letter today again.
It turns out that the keyboard battery might have run out, which led my father on an amusing search around the house for AA batteries. I left him to his misery when he failed to find any (he couldn't log on to his ID coz the onscreen keyboard cannot be triggered on startup to enter his password *more amused*. Lazy people like me ie.who can't be bothered to insert passwords can't help but chuckle). Then followed the tale of how dad went down to buy batteries, then found out it still didn't work, who proceeded to tinker around until the keyboard -did- work, but the mouse then didn't, and how come the Task Manager didn't pop up when he pressed alt-ctrl-del (because the keyboard wasn't working, duh), yaddayaddayadda, and at length found out that he only had to press the "connect" button conveniently located on the underside of the keyboard after he put in the batteries to make the keyboard work with immediate effect. Gah. Can't use the computer today again. Cannot do layout. Cannot type translation. Cannot watch anime. What am I supposed to do?
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it is strange, but it is fun. i'm typing on the MS inbuilt on-screen keyboard now because the keys stopped working halfway through my messing around with photoshop and new fonts. restarting the comp will surely solve the problem, but since i currently have 4 bittorrents from different sources raging (sorry, i meant 'crawling') on in the background, i don't want to take the pains to restart all of them again. well yeah, i was actually trying to continue my dormant idea for a layout from last time, which i deserted rather quickly because of its sheer complexity (a case of being too creative for your own good. ha). so now that the keyboard has positively died-ed on me, i guess it wasn't meant to be. as a side note, i also can't check the progress on the torrents because windows kinda refreshed on me a while ago. and when that happens, the applications and processes in the tray go *bling* (ie. vanish) and i can't access them. i'm suspecting MS is taking double revenge coz i was checking out various linux distributions this afternoon. in fact, i was quite surprised that, er, that the, er, ...i found it amazing that, ... i... um, ...just now... er. *distracted* i never knew peanut butter sandwich can be consumed with such dedicated vengence. such -noise-. *glances at dad (coz it'll be rude indeed to stare. then snigger.)*
*stuff cotton wool in ears*
if i hadn't been to www.php.net myself before, i would've marvelled misleadingly at how my school can actually come up with such quality sites. ah well, i might've been suspicious.
i w0rship SR #24. *grovels*
http://www.eurekalert.org/pub_releases/2004-03/iop-sch031904.php further iteration that maths can prove aught. -_-
darn. there's dictionary finger, then there's on-screen keyboard wrist... *stabs keys savagely*
but i'm not done yet, not when life likes to play tricks on you (ie. make your day especially eventful when you can't actually type).
but on thursday, it seemed that an unexplored tuft of pitch had a patch of cutting-edge vegetation (dude!) into which i trampled on no less than 2 times. it was only when halfway in lecture eons later that i wondered what wrong had befallen my foot. the other guys who also played shoe-less seem to be fine, though. -_-
aplauso.
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I've just unforgivably read one massive spoiler for FMA. That one line was enough. *kills self* Think I'll have to resort to using school computer for the time being (for weekdays). It's not bad... but it doesn't lend a good enough atmosphere for blogging. Also, I can't grin or squeal too conspicuously when I see nice thingies on the web (like that spoiler. Which isn't nice, incidentally). Am going home now 'cause it's half-day due to blahblahblah good A's results. (But I heard certain people have 2 days off after their exams, eh? *raises eyebrows accusingly* |
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I look good wearing a cap in my new hairstyle.
This time it's a nice Gojyo picture in the back cover advert. (If the pattern continues, it'll be Hakkai next issue.)
Pretty girl.
So Gojyo and Banri catch up on certain harrowing experiences of the latter, before Hakkai decides to excuse himself from their company to go to Sanzo's place.
"'Excuse me' did he say? A refined person huh."
"Ha, you can tell me that now. But, let's work together again, mm? Just like we used to." ----------- The science of mitosis in mandarin oranges through the process of ninja-fication.
Actually, Hakkai's teaching Goku mathematics -- with food, as Sanzo points out deadpan.
"Well, you did volunteer to the Sanbutsushin to keep watch over me after all...
----------- The lazy bums have not repaired the door yet.
Thus, Banri realises (wrongly) that Hakkai is in league with the youkai. The idea that youkai and humans can live in harmony in Tougenkyou makes him laugh.
"Man, you side the humans?"
A flurry of actions later, Hakkai displays his skillz. "Can you not anger me too much?"
So while s.C. and the rest of the world dies from the beauty of it all, Gojyo recovers: "Oi, what're you two doing?"
"I don't want to hurt anyone again. Not anymore."
Am as short of sleep as ever. Usually, stayovers worsen this feeling. But! But nothing, yesterday's was no exception. *chuckles at grim memory of being woken up in inhumane hours to serve as company in a 5-metre trip to the toilet* <--well, Fatal Frame -was- scary after all... s.C. -- groans at having to wake at 6.50 a.m. tomorrow morning. |
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Hora, Saiyuki Reload Gunlock is in place. Due to air on April 1. (There's still one more episode to Reload next week.)
Watching Sound of Music right now -- the show which my dad has always been insisting on me to watch, but I didn't. My friend's house has this balconey that opens up to a terrific high-altitude night view of orange street lights and dim glows of commercial high-rise office lights; I'm currently sitting near its opening and enjoying the cool breeze of approaching dawn. This is absolutely life.
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...I doubt it's my fault if the ftp can't connect huh? Maybe it's fate that I can't upload the Saiyuki scans, heh.
<replace all fullstops with exclamation marks>
(Because I understand from personal experience that an excess of !!! is highly irritating to the eye, especially on the monitor.
Have just discovered that I have unconsciously taken on 3 books at the same time, switching among them whenever I please. Ah, the dangers of foraying into libraries (note the plural) on the same day. |
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I have a sneaky suspicion that I am far more un-free (to avoid saying "busy") this holiday than I was ever before. *calculates* Yup, for this 9-day break, I get to stay at home the whole day for... zero days. *whistles* I'm not impressed. -_- |
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...because tests are over, and such moods arise only when dismally unneeded. The normal direction of time is associated with things growing old and falling apart. Think of two photographs, one of a coffee mug and one of the same mug in a myriad broken pieces. Which picture was taken at the later time? The photograph of the shattered mug, of course. Without fail, everyone would associate the "past" with the intact mug and the "future" with the broken mug. Common experience tells us that mugs do not spontaneously unbreak. But why don't they?
Well, because... the E-knot value is negative? Hence the equation does not shift towards the case of unbreakage.
The answer is not at all obvious. I'm certainly surprised to learn that. Surprisingly, it has to do with the fact that there are far more ways in which a coffee mug can be broken than ways than it can be intact. So surprises aside, I have come to spontaneously attempt paraphrasing the subsequent reasoning, clearly under no influence of recent maths topics: See, you take a mug, you drop it. At any one time, you might, say, get 2 big pieces of broken ceramic. Or no, you had decided to take it out on your sucky tutor by smashing the mug instead -- then you get, say, 16 medium pieces. Better yet, you decided to hammer it. Now you'll get 1000000 small pieces, otherwise known as dust.
When you finally realise the depopulation of mugs in your house, you begin to understand: so there are infinite permutations of the outcome of a brutal mug-assault!
Therefore, the probability of obtaining n pieces from the smashing of a mug (shattered or not) is around infinity.
(The above is not my view of course -- nor is it the whole point of the extract -- for I can easily argue that why don't we see 100 shards coming together to form 30? 10? 2? pieces then? The probability that the outcome will consist of less number of pieces than when t=0 is equally infinite; it needn't be merged into 1 whole piece, but we certainly don't/won't view the act of merging pieces itself with an air of normalcy.
The Physics paper had a question that asked for us to use "Kirchhoff's Law" to prove such and such is such.
As I was saying, the holidays aren't going to be as free as it should be. In fact, it could be as busy as any given school day.
You know, I had passed up on participating in a game involving SAS, some national players, and some teammates before the block test. For the sake of studying for said test.
[1]What else but fan service? Teehee. |
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Torrential downpour for 30 hours, give or take.
Okay, what's this? My mum has just jested that I "really look like what I draw", especially in the way my hair falls over my face (when sleeping in the car). Now, you all know "what I draw" always consists of whatever bishie that comes to mind that instant. You all know I DON'T draw girls at all. And you all know that if I do, they come out as guys anyway. Well.
-_-
So anyway, now that the minority has acknowledged me as a living example of anime chara, I shall now live my life as:
Oh gods, how exceedingly cool is that.
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Am feeling terribly guilty. Had taken pleasure in trying out CG when I was supposed to slog it out on piles of notes. Then again, I'm one more step closer towards yer 'o sacred hedonism. Will finish the pix when exams end. ^^ (Am feeling proud 'cause I've dashed my old belief that photo-editing-Photoshop can never produce good CGing. Yayz0r.) |
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I seldom blog deep things/thinks. They fare better when reflected in my mind than if I were to struggle and try to pen them down, for the written form usually cheapens my actual thoughts.
But here, the deep thought for the day: Do you say "It isn't true", or "It's not true", for the similar affair of "It is not true"? (Or better yet, "It's isn't true." *snigger*)
Ooh, such a deep question to ponder over. It's gonna break your brains. *totters off to watch Getbackers #11* |
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Have always thought that I'm addicted to the internet. But since I've made it thus far -- computer-less -- without too much difficulty (unless you consider my sticking to the door that partition me from the computer some sort of a withdrawal symptom, cruel you,) I guess I'm not. Well, as far as 6 days can tell, anyway. And then on the other day, a guy asked what cleavage (in the *whistle* anatomical context) meant. I consoled him by telling him that I had once provided some comic relief in primary school by not knowing what "rape" mean. And that loudspeaker boy I had been asking then had to announce my question (with much mirth) to the teacher. I mean, hey, are primary school students -even- supposed to know what rape means? -_- Cut me some slack; I'm too innocent.
Innocent, yeah. But. I. Have. Such. A. Soft. Spot. For. Not-So-Innocent-Sanzos.
Saiyuki Reload #22 = characters abuse = s.C. very happy. And cringy.
This will be the penultimate (or ultimate) blog entry I make before marching off to devastate the world (if the GP department were the world) with my worst side of GP.
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Bloodshed. Bloodshed. My guts are already wrenched from screencaps even before I get to watch Saiyuki R#22. "Pain", they call this episode. Apt. |
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*strangled cry*
And now that Saiyuki Reload is a few episodes into its Kami-sama arc, there pops this element that made the anime a rather new experience to behold over the same manga arc: MUSIC!
Yep yep, a rushed entry. I can never put faith on regular computer usage anymore nowadays. *shakes head* |
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*raises eyebrows*
On another note (though not necessarily unrelated), I was so sleepy that it overcame me from 3pm yesterday to 7.30am this morning. And -still- I feel pulled down at present. That's when you think your system has really gone splat/kaput. |
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Slack: [verb] avoid responsibilities and work, be idle ----------- It's unfortunate and it's sad. It's only been 4921860 seconds into the new year and I'm already sick of school. It has suddenly become very apparent to myself that I am just marginally beside I don't care to study or do homework anymore; I would instead totter off to do up some drawings or digital art, or even crawl with abysmal slowness towards the finishing line of a long-dormant fic -- but schoolwork I procrastinate to a fault. I -could- have revised this today, I -should- have finished that yesterday... I could. But I never do. Sometimes, I like to wonder whether my classmates are too hardworking, or simply that I am too nonchalant. The latter, of course, is not entire true; for all the insouciance I can display, my conveyable actions are, nevertheless, still bounded by background and niggling consciences. Which is why -- as I like to comfort myself -- I maintain to make it a point to do tutorials before school and during breaks. Not doing schoolwork diligently is fine with me, for I always have believed that whatever -else- I do is constructively good for my other developments. But, as I realised to a silent degree of horror, I find myself mouthing the word "slacking" too automatically for my liking when asked the casual "So what did you do yesterday?" Excuse me, slacking? My subconscious is actually bidding my mind to confess to an offence I have never quite believed myself to have committed? If I hate the word "mug" -- as used in the mugging for exams" context -- then I dislike "slack" almost as much if used on me. While my abhorrence for "m**" stems from its aural unpleasantness and its -other- context (like, you know, I stayed up late at the darkest corner of the narrowest crevasse between the gloomiest streets in the deepest of the night and then I pounced on a geriatric passer-by and brandish a gleaming knife then run off with the loot to prepare for the exams, yup), "slack" is simply an act of idleness, and I do not particularly like to be idle. That is, unless I wish to quietly observe some environments for an inspiration for drawing (an inactivity which turns out not to be equivalent to slacking). Instead, reading, drawing, writing, gazing upon the stars, looking over to the highway observing cars all constitute no place in the category of slack. In fact, I think that too many things are too (grossly) easily dumped in the criteria of Slackation nowadays. And in fact (as I allow my thoughts to jump rail gracefully), I think the whole idea of assumed-slacking is impossibly intellectually bankrupt. Unless one really sits around and, well, be... around, or does absolutely useless things that neither provoke the mind nor evoke healthy emotions, nothing else much seem to warrant an "activity of slackation"; such an unjustifiable tag it is. If you -are- wondering, gazing at the sky or the highway does wonders for me -- my mood or otherwise. And heck, I happened to have finished 2 novels within the past couple of weeks because I don't feel guilty not doing homework. Homework does not waste our time, and knowledge is really fun, if indeed I laid an opposite impression on you. But I certainly think that it takes up too much time for everything else nowadays. What, like are we supposed to put aside 90% of our academic life just for academics? People who love it may not mind, but for people like me who hates being conformed to -syllabus-, I'd rather have less of such thing and be free to explore knowledge of interests (which in fact is what I do actually. But the compulsory syllabus does not leave much room/time for else-things...) And it really does not mean I slack, okay. |
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*laughs*
Suddenly, I am suspected to have a boyfriend. Of all people, /my mother/ thinks I'm attached. *cackles*
And it is with a heavy heart that I announce the squished-ment of an un-named spider. How unfortunate was he to have crossed my mother's path while she was fretting about the abovementioned issue of my status of attachment.
Thing is, mum didn't realise that my action of aiming a camera and an "ah, a spider" constitutes of awe and fascination. So before I can take its 3rd pose, mum thought I said "aaaaaaaah a spider!" and proceeded to relieve me of my photo shooting model. Tsk. |
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Said in the interest of a light joke, and had expected nothing more than a laugh. But our ex-PW tutor actually agreed some time back to treating the class to a "farewell" movie. Oh yeah, I always forget she's pretty lax in the area of $$$.
And today was the day. Amusingly, only 5 people ended up going. But who cares; this translates into concentrated personal attention, no?
And thus, it was the 3rd consecutive night of staying out late, but my mum's been taking it quite well (after having a slightly-raised-voice of a Speaking of my failing memory, it acted up again when this girl eating at Crystal Jade suddenly called my name. I thought she looks familiar -- very -- but I just cannot recognise her. Ack. I think "her" school uniform was misleading me.
Right, jumping on. I'm now the competition I/C for soccer. Before that, they actually told me they left the place of Public Relations for me. Yo, do I look anything remotedly capable of PR? ^^;; Maybe yes, but then again, I sure don't think so...
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Six? days without computer usage. Dad's new shift schedule really kills. I meant me.
(Warning: Boring + bored entry ahead.) =========== There's RJ Dramafest, and then there's HC Dramafeste. Incidentally, I went to both because I had free tickets for them. Both. (Well, yeah, I wasn't even planning to watch my own play until I was given the ticket.) And it felt strangely gratifying when "my" script won the Best Original Script thing, even though the idea's not mine, and in the end it was fleshed up a lot -- well -- not by me.
The respective Dramafest(e)s were different in their own sort of way, as you would expect out of their different cultures. But strangely, there are bizarre coindences of sorts. Well, they -are- there if you look out for them, which is a pastime for people who have nothing better to do. (...hey.)
Actually, let's forget the "culture" part of the difference; there ain't no such thing anyways. The thing was, the acoustics in the RJ LT was way much better than that in the HC theatre, a problem which I think stem from the open-sides of the HC stage.
(Anyway, hey, I'm not here to bore you with crammy details. Wonder what else I can say. Because I'm currently so bored and tired out of my mind after consecutive days of late-nights and early-risings and the playing of TWO consecutive matches in two mornings and damn freaking -mornings- they sure are. Cranky. Not bothering to study for lecture test tomorrow. Think my writings reflects such.)
Yup, then there's the similarities.
(Let's make this point form now, yay!)
Arts fac/Arts fac: The art faculties.
Engine fac/S6 fac: Da Economics combination, I presume.
CPS fac/S3 fac: I think they're about the same. Da.
Med fac/S7 fac: And the Bios reign...
Thus I end my pepetuating monologue that's actually written only so that I remember the summary of both nights. Tata.
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I is on crack.
Well yeah, belated Friendship-cum-Barentain's Day... with a buncha flooooowers for all my lovely friends out there ^__^.
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Read at your own valiant risk.
*pause*
s.C.: Ever since I've laid eyes on you...
(Sounds of much stamping and squishing ensued. A faint cry of "Makai Tenjou!" is vaguely heard.) *pause*
s.C.: Dude, I know you can spill you guts all over in defence. But you don't have to scream 'Makai Tenjou" as well.
*pause*
s.C.: As I was saying, I lost the plot literally. You may have discovered some discontinuity in the contents right after the "And the child refuses to speak to the Sun for the remainder of the day" line.
(s.C. kicks cumbs into Year 2999. A "Darn, I missed it by a year" is overheard.) s.C.: Don't say the warning at the top of this entry didn't warn you, dudes.
== Operation Successful ==
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She sits on the precipice, gazing at the stars upon whom she fancy herself putting her wishes someday.
"Yet, this detachment is only in the vision of mortals: for no beautiful rainbow can sway you, and no nefarious lightning can separate you. Is it not?" She wonders softly of the Sun and Moon.
"But why is that so?" cries she, for she thinks the world as the very existence of the Sun and Moon. "I wish no more to be along the same sky as he is," the Sun replies shortly. "But what has landed you so hastily upon this unhappy conclusion?" she says, voice cracking on the edge of distress. "It is not unhappy," says the Sun, "and it is never hasty. Sometimes, my child, it is just so." And the child refuses to speak to the Sun for the remainder of the day.
Come dusk, the Moon makes his careful way across the celestial velvet, pausing now and then to keep the Sun just over the veil of the horizon.
"But how have you incurred her wrath?" she says at length, eyes searching the skies beyond the Moon. "I know naught that is upon Sun's mind," he says quietly, eyeing the breaking crests several lengths beneath the young dangling feet. "But perhaps, you can help me find out. Sun must stay." Her eyes, scrutinising the skies still, finally give way to a gentle cover of sleep.
The child dares to speak: "Your unexplained brashness can prove ruin to all, dear Sun. Please enlighten me at least on your reasons, so I can -- or cannot -- see Moon off in peace." "Reasons there are plenty," says the Sun, "and don't you dare side with Moon." "Why not?" cries the child, for she is fond of Moon indeed. "Among all other things, I gave you life. Need I say more?" The Sun seems very convinced with her one reason. "Life? Moon has been by my side at night to sooth me. If not for his few but cooling beams, you may be talking to a humanoid crisp at this moment." retorts the child, though she means not to speak it in so haughty a manner. "I sense rebel in you, my dear." The Sun musters as much coldness as can possible of her natural temperament and temperature. "Has he always been there at night, now? Perhaps you can refresh your mind of the times when he simply disappears over a period of days." The child remembers. The nights when all but a wan sickle of Moon is visible; the nights when not even a halo of light can be seen. But... "But he is always there," she says firmly. "So he is, isn't he?" the Sun says, after a controlled pause. "You think this way, do you not?"
"But do you care not for Moon? For every one of us?" she says in desperate frustration, swinging her arms in a wild arc towards the susurrating sea, that distant knoll, those hushing grass, the weeping flowers, herself. But she found only a voiceless answer in the blinding flares.
Where are you? "Dear Moon," Over there "There do come a time when tests have to be endured." That cluster of dispersed diaphanousness "Do fret not," Those stars. "For I shall find a way." To wish upon those stars
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